(A song about Agoraphobia and Liberation will share audio when post-production is finished)
I have been looking out the window for what seems like an eternity
I was longing for some answers quite a list from here to infinity
I've been dreaming of a rescue to finally break down these chains
I was sobbing for a while now until no tears remains
To be free, just to be, to dive into the sea
To be free to see that there is no you and me
One day I heard an open invitation from the guy who said there is no outside or inside
Some folks come to see him and they come from far and wide
I have been talking to him for so long now wondering how it would feel to shake his hand
Cause I have not met anybody in person I haven’t stepped outside from where I stand
To be free, just to be, to dive into the sea
To be free to see that there is no you and me
There is no busting out of a jail cell since there was no one convicted
There is not even a parole hearing since there was no crime committed
Wishing you were not in jail reinforces the delusion that you are inside mate
Hoping for a sentence to be dropped and hopelessly clinging to the last once of faith
To be free, just to be, to dive into the sea
To be free to see that there is no you and me
Rap:
My body was shaking, my being was screaming
I have been trapped in my house for nearly a decade
My hand was doing, My head was swirling
Before I knew it I was walking out the door
My feet were touching the outside floor
I must have blacked out because before I knew it
I was in another country trying not to fake it
When the customs lady asked the reason for my visit:
This came out of my mouth
I have agoraphobia and this is the first time I am out, I have a friend waiting for me
at the airport, he does not know that he encouraged me to have this breakthrough
You have not idea what I have been through” and somehow she let me through
To be free, just to be, to dive into the sea
To be free to see that there is no you and me
Outro:
Tears streaming down my face, walking through a daze
The deepest pain I held let out a cry
The most beautiful sigh when you said “hi”
There is a thin line between pleasure and pain and that was the day “I” died.
To be free, just to be, to dive into the sea
To be free to see that there is no you and me
To be free, just to be, to dive into the sea
To be free to see that there is no you and me
